starting over

It's not that I dislike my job. In fact, I'm doing stuff that I do. Lots of different things. Computer stuff, manual labor, phone calling (Ok, so cold sales calling SUCKS!), etc. I guess it's the feeling that I'm...

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widgets

So, I'm finding that it's all just about selling widgets. The world, at least the Western world, revolves around how many widgets we sell each month. It's a depressing. OK, so I didn't really think that there was a...

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music

I guess overall, with the missing JK thing, the rock n roll life thing, I miss being involved on a deeper level with music. Ok, so OTB wasn't directly music. And that led to friends not being supportive of...

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My rock and roll life…

...is dead. Without backpeddling too much into self pity... 8-5 life is rather boring. I guess I always enjoyed that fact hat I could tell people what I do and then have them think that was really cool. A...

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once again

I have all these great thoughts throughout the day. Deep thoughts. Introspective. Life changing. Stuff that makes me think I'm a great (sic) writer. And then I sit down to write them and... nothing. Maybe I should carry around...

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colleagues

I'm beginning to understand, shall I say even like, my colleagues. It would make more sense to me to spend those 40 hours per week with people I truly like. Friends. Trusted partners. Perhaps again someday.

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i don’t get it

So, I've accumulated more time on a windoze PC in the last 3 weeks than my previous 41+ years. I don't get it. I do find that windoze is very similar to the Mac. So similar, that I don't...

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the sad interesting truth

OK. With God's help, I have been able to maintain a fairly positive attitude throughout all this stuff we call life. It was clear I needed to step down as OTB manager. Actually what was clear is that I...

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money

I've been blessed with the curse of liking to spend money. And in many marriages, one spouse has this issue while the other has the opposite. Not here. We're both spenders. Add to that that I'm a giver as...

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I miss JK

OK. So I said it. Now don't freak out. It's not a romantic thing. But, I miss the live concerts. Seeing her come alive on stage. Taking words and music and captivating the audience be it 10 or 1000....

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